Thursday, July 26, 2007

An Ode to Death

Why do I always seek to understand people who will never explain themselves to me? Why does it mean that much to me to know why an ex employee would purposely leave me out of events that I should be a part of? Why does it mean that much to me when people whom I thought were my friends, and with whom I took a step too far, but without force, not wish to associate themselves with me on any level anymore? Why do I still miss someone who has obviously wronged me by accusing me of something I didn’t do? Why do I care when a new friend judges me for a mistake which has nothing to do with her, but which questions my personal morals? Why should such people be allowed to diminish my day that started out well because I got free tickets to a concert I have been dying to see?

This is me.

This is my heart bleeding.

This is my soul slowly dying with every step that I take away from each one of you.

May God's Love be with you Always.